So Much To Look forward To

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Jaimie. Spoken For. Twenty One. Connecticut.
Two-spirits, Free spirit.
Lesbian. Vegetarian.
Reckless. Effervescent. Clever.
Knowledge. Creation. Body Modification.

In that moment; a tiny fragment of a split second, I had reached back as far as I could into my temporal lobe. I grabbed a hold of the feeling that I thought I had forgotten. It was bliss; perfect happiness. It was the best I had ever felt in my entire life thus far. I pulled it back to the present, and examined it. It was wonderful, absolutely spectacular. It was everything “perfect happiness” had undoubtedly been. But, there was one flaw. I had delved into my past, for comparison. I had found bliss, pulled it out, and set it down right in front of me. It took me a moment to recognize the error, but I left no metaphorical stone un-turned. I was diligent, and my efforts were rigorous. Bliss had been just about perfect though, I had only found one flaw, but this one flaw in itself was enormous. What bliss had been missing all of these years was you.